Miss you guys at home. <3
17 February, 2009
my heart; or, partially-eaten cookie
Disclaimer: This blog entry is emo and may sound like something a high-schooler would write.  I’m not ashamed, but I won’t be offended if you just skip it.
 This is me on Valentine’s Day.  I’m feeling pretty lonely, which is why I bought the heart-shaped cookie.  I thought maybe I’d split it in half and send the other side to Tapan.  But the woman at the bakery told me it would stay edible for a max of 5 days.  I thought about the first time I sent Donna a package, and the 30-day shipping time, and decided against it.  I want to see him when I get home, preferably not in a hospital bed sick with food poisoning.
This is me on Valentine’s Day.  I’m feeling pretty lonely, which is why I bought the heart-shaped cookie.  I thought maybe I’d split it in half and send the other side to Tapan.  But the woman at the bakery told me it would stay edible for a max of 5 days.  I thought about the first time I sent Donna a package, and the 30-day shipping time, and decided against it.  I want to see him when I get home, preferably not in a hospital bed sick with food poisoning. 
 
 So I went home and ate some of my cookie after dinner.  When I was finished, my cookie looked like this.  I think it looks exactly how my heart feels right now.  You know, my Valentine-shaped heart, not the blood-pumping organ.  My metaphor heart is still a heart.  It still looks like a heart.  It still does all the important heart-stuff.  But it feels a little shriveled. I think the creature I like to call “five months away from everyone I love” got kinda peckish and nibbled away at the edges.
So I went home and ate some of my cookie after dinner.  When I was finished, my cookie looked like this.  I think it looks exactly how my heart feels right now.  You know, my Valentine-shaped heart, not the blood-pumping organ.  My metaphor heart is still a heart.  It still looks like a heart.  It still does all the important heart-stuff.  But it feels a little shriveled. I think the creature I like to call “five months away from everyone I love” got kinda peckish and nibbled away at the edges.  
Miss you guys at home. <3
Miss you guys at home. <3
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